Izibalo: "Ayinakwenzeka" ihlala inokwenzeka

Umthengisi: UFranklin (yena/wakhe), oneminyaka engama-20, eNew York

“Kwakhe kwakho ixesha endandikholelwa ukuba andisoze ndixabise okanye ndibe nobuchule kwizibalo. Ndazi kwangethuba ukuba ndinqwenela ukulandela ikhondo leSayensi, iTekhnoloji, okanye ubuNjineli, kodwa iMathematika kulapho ndazoba khona umgca. Ukususela kwibanga lika-K-8, ndikhumbula ngokufuthi ndibala iminwe yam xa ndisombulula ukudibanisa okusisiseko nokuthabatha iiequations eklasini nasekhaya, ndingasondeli kumanqaku amahle kwiimviwo, kwaye ngokufuthi ndihlekisa ngalo lonke ixesha umsebenzi wam wesikolo uneengxaki zamagama ezifuna ukusonjululwa. Ngokufuthi ndandifuna uncedo koontanga bam nabafundisi-ntsapho ndaza ndafumana uncedo kubazali bam ukusa kwinqanaba elithile (Abazali bam abazange bafunde ngokwenene ukucombulula u-“x” xa babesesikolweni e-Ecuador). Ndaziva ndineentloni kuba ndandingekho krelekrele kwizibalo, ngakumbi xa kukho abafundi endifunda nabo kunye namalungu osapho anokusombulula amanani amakhulu ngemizuzwana nje.

Ndacinga ukuba izinto aziyi kundilungela kwisikolo samabanga aphakamileyo, ngakumbi xa ndisiva amabali othusayo avela kubafundi abakumgangatho ophezulu malunga nendlela enzima ngayo ikhosi yezibalo yebanga lesithoba efana neAlgebra kunye nekhosi “engenakwenzeka” ye-AP Calculus yabafundi bebanga le-11 nele-12. Nangona ndandiyigcinile loo nkolelo yokuba ndingakwazi ukufunda kakuhle kwizibalo kuso sonke isikolo samabanga aphantsi nesamabanga aphakathi, ndalungiselela ezona zinto zimbi. Kuye kwafumaniseka ukuba i-predispositions yam iya kungqinwa iphosakele njengoko ndithathe i-Algebra kwibanga le-9, iJiyometri kwibanga le-10, i-Algebra 2/Trigonometry kwi-11, kwaye ekugqibeleni i-AP Calculus kwibakala le-12. Ndingabe ndiyaxoka ukuba ndingathi ndiyayiqonda yonke into kodwa ndichube ngokwaneleyo kangangokuba ndazibona ndisoloko ndincedisa oontanga bam ekusombululeni iingxaki kumsebenzi wesikolo wasekhaya nasekufundeleni iimviwo.

Ndaziva ndizithembile kakhulu kubuchule bam bokwenza izibalo ngexesha lesikolo samabanga aphakamileyo. Kangangokuba ndibe livolontiya lokunceda abafundi besikolo u-K-8 kwindawo endihlala kuyo. Oku kutshintsha ekukholelweni ukuba ndingoyena mntu umbi kwizibalo ekuncedeni abafundi abasokolayo njengam kundenze ndaqonda ukuba izinto esikholelwa ukuba asinakuzenza azinakwenzeka.”

Ndingabe ndiyaxoka ukuba ndingathi ndiyayiqonda yonke into kodwa ndichube ngokwaneleyo kangangokuba ndazibona ndisoloko ndincedisa oontanga bam ekusombululeni iingxaki kumsebenzi wesikolo wasekhaya nasekufundeleni iimviwo.