Umxoxi wezindaba: UDaniela (bona / bona), 25, Ohio

"Angizibheki njengososayensi ngempela, kodwa ngizithatha njengomculi, uchwepheshe, nomhloli wamazwe. Ngiseyingane, ngangizama nganoma iyiphi into esebenza ngogesi. Bengilangazelela ukwazi ukuthi izinkinobho zokuphusha zingenzani. Yini engingayithola, yini engangiyibangela, yimaphi amaphethini engingawakha? Iqale ngamathoyizi amancane, kwalandela amafoni akwaNokia, ama-VCR kanye namarekhodi amafilimu, athe akhula aba okhiye abanothuli be-Yamaha, amakhompyutha we-PC, ama-laptops, ama-synthesizers, ama-loopers namabhodi okuxuba. Esikoleni samabanga aphakeme, ngakhetha izifundo zokubala ezinjenge-calculus ne-physics kunemibhalo yezincwadi kanye nezifundo zenhlalo ezizimele nezingcolile. Ngiyazi manje ukuthi lezo zithakazelo bezingadingi ukuhlukaniswa. Ubuchwepheshe nomsindo kuhlale kwabelana ngobudlelwano obubumbene engqondweni yami, futhi ukudala ubuciko ngokuzama kwami ​​ubuchwepheshe kungisizile ukuthi ngihlale ngixhumana nami, imizwa yami, imiphakathi yami enqamula umhlaba, kanye nomhlaba omkhulu wezenhlalo.

Ohlelweni lwami lobuchwepheshe bezomculo i-undergraduate degree, ngabona ukuthi amakilasi ami ayengasindi kakhulu. Bambalwa kakhulu engangifunda nabo oprofesa ababebukeka, bekhuluma noma beziphatha njengami. Iningi lamakilasi ethu okuqopha lingaqeda iklabhu yabafana lapho umbuzo owodwa wokuphikisana nomsindo noma umbuzo wemboni ungakhuphula i-ajenda yekilasi ibe yimpikiswano enkulu yemibono. Labo bethu abanolwazi oluncane ngaphambili (ukwesekwa okuncane komphakathi emkhakheni wethu?) Bangahlala lapho bazibuze ukuthi ayini la magama, kungani ayephikisana kangaka, nokuthi kungani singafakwanga. Ngabe bekungamaphutha ethu ebesingazange sifunde ngokuqokwa kuwo kanye ne-compressor engcono kakhulu yama-multi-band ngaphambili? Kungani lezi zindinganiso zazibaluleke kangaka, ngubani owadala, futhi ngubani owayevame ukuba ngamaphimbo aphezulu futhi anezimvo eziningi ekamelweni?

Silulumagama abantu abaningi abasetshenziswe ekilasini kanye nokucatshangwa oprofesa abakwenzile ekuqondeni kwethu komsindo kungenze ngazizwa ngigcinwa futhi ngingabonakali. Ngazizwa ngibanjiwe phakathi kokuthula ngiphinde ngidideke futhi nginamahloni okuba ngumzimba wesifazane ngibuza imibuzo abanye abantu ababhekwa "njengeyisisekelo." Ngaqala ukungabaza amakhono ami, izindlebe zami nezwi lami. Ngazizwa ngikhohlisiwe. Kungani uhlelo lokungenisa lungenza ukucabanga ngolwazi okumele ngabe "ngiluthathe" embonini kuze kube manje? Ingabe kungenxa yokuthi isikhala asenzelwanga ukuba ngibe kuso?

Lokhu okuhlangenwe nakho kwazise kakhulu impilo yami, umsebenzi wami, nendlela yami yokubambisana. Angifuni noma ngubani azizwe engasekelwa, engabalulekile, noma ukuthi ilukuluku lakhe lingabhekwa njengesimungulu. Ngifuna ukwakha izindawo lapho singenza khona isikhala sabantu ngokomlando abangazange bafinyelele kulwazi nezimboni zomkhakha futhi ngokuhlanganyela bakwazisa ukuhlangenwe nakho kokuphila okuhlukahlukene okulethwa abaqambi bemisindo, onjiniyela bomsindo, nabaqambi emsebenzini wabo wokuphila."