Kusowa masamu ubongo

Wolemba nkhani: Elena (wake), 22, New York

"Chinthu choyamba chimene ndimaganizira ndikaganizira za STEM ndi ubale wanga kwa icho, chomwe ndi munthu yemwe wangomaliza kumene maphunziro a STEM ndipo akuyang'ana kuti apitirize maphunziro anga apamwamba. Ndipo ndikubwerezanso kawiri ndikugwira ntchito ngati mphunzitsi wofalitsa nkhani za sayansi. Ndipo zimandikumbutsa zambiri pamene ndinali wophunzira ku pulayimale, pulayimale ndi sekondale, chifukwa ndinkavutika kwambiri ndi masamu, phunziro lililonse lozikidwa pa masamu kapena phunziro lina lililonse limene limakhudza masamu ndi chinthu chimene ndinkavutika nacho kwambiri. Chiyambireni giredi yoyamba kapena yachiwiri, ndikuganiza kuti ndakhala ndi chithandizo chowonjezera komanso masamu, kaya ndikukhala ndi aphunzitsi, kapena kulemba ganyu aphunzitsi akunja. Ndinali ndi aphunzitsi angapo akunja, mukudziwa, kwa zaka zingapo. Ndipo anali masamu omwe nthawi zonse amakhala chinthu chomwe ndimayenera kugwira ntchito. Ndikutanthauza, ndikudziwa kuti ndichifukwa chakuti ndine neurodivergent ndili ndi ADHD, ndipo ndili ndi vuto la kuphunzira lotchedwa executive function disorder, kumene kumakhala kovuta kwambiri kwa ine kumvetsetsa masamu aatali ndi masitepe. Sichinthu chomwe chimadutsa mu ubongo wanga. Ndilibe masamu. Ndipo ndikukumbukira kusukulu ya sekondale makamaka kungokhala ndi nthawi yoyipa kwambiri. Ndikukumbukira chaka changa chaching'ono cha kusekondale, ndimayenera kusamutsa aphunzitsi a masamu kawiri, chifukwa zinali chabe, zinali zoyipa. Ndikutanthauza, zina mwazifukwa zinali mphunzitsi wanga woyamba masamu sanalemekeze zomwe ndafotokoza komanso dongosolo la 504 lokhazikitsidwa bwino kwambiri. Ndipo zinaonekeratu kuti sanali kusamala kuti ndikuvutika. Kotero icho chinali chinachake chimene chinakonzedwa. Ndipo pamene ndinasinthira kwa mphunzitsi yemwe amasamala kwambiri, anali ndi kalasi yonse yoti azisamalira. Ndipo sakanatha kumangoyang'ana za ine ndikuwonetsetsa kuti ndikumvetsetsa chilichonse. Ndikanati nditakhala m’makalasi amenewo, ndinamvetsa zimene zinkachitika. Mwina, mwina 45, kukonda 65 peresenti ya nthawiyo. Ndipo ine sindimatero, masamu sanandindikire bwino. Ndipo ndi chinachake chimene anthu amachibweretsa ndi kuti, O, chabwino, ngati sindiwe munthu wa masamu, mumaphunzira bwanji sayansi? Ndipo ndichifukwa chakuti si sayansi yonse yomwe ili ndi masamu. Ndipo sizinthu zonse zamasamu zomwe zimayenderana mu sayansi. Ndinkakonda sayansi, ndipo ndimakonda STEM, koma sindingathe kuchita masamu. Chifukwa chake ndinali wamwayi kwambiri kuti kusiya sukulu yanga yasekondale ndikulowa ku koleji yanga, ndidapeza aphunzitsi ndi maprofesa angapo omwe adandithandizira kwambiri kusintha kwanga kupita ku sayansi, osati makamaka masamu ozikidwa pa masamu. Ndipo zili bwino, ndine wokondwa kuti ndikuyamba masitepe otsatirawa. M’moyo wanga, ndipitiriza kuchita sayansi kwa moyo wanga wonse. Ndipo ndikudziwa masamu omwe ndiyenera kudziwa ndipo ndicho chinthu chofunikira kwambiri ndipo zomwe ndikufuna kuthandiza ena ndikumvetsetsa ngakhale simuli bwino pagawo limodzi kapena gawo limodzi lazinthu zomwe sizikutanthauza kuti chinachake chimene muyenera kuyiwala chonse. Ngati mumakonda sayansi, koma simuli bwino masamu. Ndizo zabwino."

Sichinthu chomwe chimadutsa mu ubongo wanga. Ndilibe masamu.

Elena