Ibali likaDani

Umbalisi webali: UDaniela (bona / bona), 25, Ohio

"Andizithathi ngokwam njengososayensi, kodwa ndizithatha njengegcisa, ingcali kunye nomphandi. Njengomntwana, ndazama nasiphi na isixhobo se-elektroniki endinokufumana kuso. Ndandinomdla wokucofa amaqhosha anokuwenza. Yintoni endinokuyifumana, yintoni endinokuyenza, zeziphi iipateni endinokuzenza? Iqale ngamathoyizi amancinci, emva koko iifowuni zakwaNokia, iiVCR kunye neereyiphu zokurekhoda iifilimu, emva koko ezakhula zaba ziibhola ezinothuli zeYamaha, iikhompyuter ze-PC, iilaptops, ii-synthesizers, ii-loopers kunye neebhodi zokuxuba. Kwisikolo samabanga aphakamileyo, ndikhethe izifundo zobungakanani ezifana nokubala kunye nefizikisi kwilizwe elizimeleyo kunye nelimdaka loncwadi kunye nezifundo zentlalo. Ndiyazi ngoku ukuba ezo zinto zinomdla azifuneki ukuba zihambelane. Itekhnoloji kunye nesandi zihlala zisabelana ngolwalamano lwe-symbiotic engqondweni yam, kwaye ukwenza ubugcisa ngokuzama kwam itekhnoloji kundincedile ukuba ndihlale ndinxibelelana nam, iimvakalelo zam, uluntu lwam olunqamlezayo kunye nelizwe elikhulu loluntu.

Kwinkqubo yam yeteknoloji yomculo isidanga sokuqala, ndiye ndaphawula ukuba iiklasi zam bezingalingani cis-man-heavy. Bambalwa kakhulu abantu endandifunda nabo kunye noonjingalwazi ababebonakala, bethetha, okanye beziphethe njengam. Uninzi lweeklasi zethu zokurekhoda ziya kuthi zigqibe iklabhu yamakhwenkwe apho ukuxubana komsindo omnye okanye umbuzo kumzi-mveliso kuya kuyenza i-ajenda yeklasi ibe yingxoxo enkulu yezimvo. Abo bethu banamava angaphantsi (inkxaso encinci kuluntu kwicandelo lethu?) Singahlala apho sizibuze ukuba ayintoni la magama, kwakutheni ukuze baxabane, kwaye kutheni singafakwanga. Ngaba ziziphoso zethu esingazifundanga malunga nokuqaqanjelwa kunye neyona nto iphambili ye-multi-band compressor ngaphambili? Kutheni le nto le migangatho ibaluleke kangaka, ngubani oyenzileyo, kwaye ngubani othanda ukuba lelona lizwi likhwaza kakhulu kwelona gumbi?

Isigama abantu abaninzi abasetyenziswe eklasini kunye nokuqikelelwa koonjingalwazi ekuqondeni kwethu umsindo kwandenza ndaziva ngathi isango ligcinekile kwaye alibonwa. Ndaziva ndibanjiwe phakathi kokuhlala ndithe cwaka kwaye ndiphinde ndiphinde ndidideke kwaye ndineentloni zokuba ngumzimba wobufazi ubuza imibuzo abanye abantu bethathwa njenge "esisiseko." Ndiqale ukuthandabuza ubuchule bam, iindlebe zam kunye nelizwi lam. Ndaziva ndikhohlisiwe. Kutheni le nto inkqubo yokwazisa inokuthi icinge malunga nolwazi ekumele ukuba "ndilufumene" kolu shishino ukuza kuthi ga ngoku? Ngaba kungenxa yokuba indawo ayenzelwanga ukuba ndibekhona?

La mava abazise ubomi bam, umsebenzi wam, kunye nendlela yam yokusebenzisana kakhulu. Andifuni namnye umntu ukuba azive engaxhaswanga, engaxabiswanga, okanye ukuba ukwazi kwabo kungaze kuthathwe njengesidenge. Ndifuna ukwakha imeko apho singenza khona indawo yabantu abangakhange bakwazi ukufikelela kulwazi lweshishini kunye nezixhobo kwaye ngokudibeneyo baxabise amava obomi ahlukeneyo abenzi bezandi, iinjineli zomsindo kunye nabaqambi abazisa umsebenzi wabo wobomi."

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Kutheni le nto inkqubo yokwazisa inokuthi icinge malunga nolwazi ekumele ukuba "ndilufumene" kolu shishino ukuza kuthi ga ngoku? Ngaba kungenxa yokuba indawo ayenzelwanga ukuba ndibekhona?